My spirit is troubled tonight. I Don't know why yet.
Can't sleep so I'm up, praying.
Praying
Like a deep sense of foreboding. Like the calm before the storm.
I don't know what it is.
I ask and wait in the stillness. Images flood my mind.
I pray through the images, looking for the one. But my spirit doesn't find release.
I almost feel like vomiting, it's so unnerving.
I wish I could phone some of you, make sure you are ok.
But I can't, so I keep praying.
I can't remember the last time I felt like this. It throws me.
So I go back to what I know, back to the One I know.
And I call out to him as I run to him.
He eases my fear. I have been heard.
Lord have mercy.
Christ have mercy.
Lord have mercy on us.
Indeed, Lord have mercy. Praying with you.
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