There is this whole year of firsts. As you go through them the pain gets duller.
Actually, as you talk about your grieving, you open up whole areas which I have not really remembered; stories about my Mom and Dad that I have allowed to become dormant and distant. Numb I guess. Maybe that is just the way it is as time goes on but I feel like I need to remember so that their memory doesn't get lost. There is pain but I think I need to allow myself to miss them.
So, thanks for sharing the pain of your grieving with us in these little ways and may God pour his healing ointment over those spots in you that need it right now.
There is this whole year of firsts. As you go through them the pain gets duller.
ReplyDeleteActually, as you talk about your grieving, you open up whole areas which I have not really remembered; stories about my Mom and Dad that I have allowed to become dormant and distant. Numb I guess. Maybe that is just the way it is as time goes on but I feel like I need to remember so that their memory doesn't get lost. There is pain but I think I need to allow myself to miss them.
So, thanks for sharing the pain of your grieving with us in these little ways and may God pour his healing ointment over those spots in you that need it right now.